My spirit was built with the understanding that with anything in life, I give it all or nothing. This has left me with heartache, confusion, pain and pleasure. I dive in head first into the unknown. If I only did this for myself, I wonder where would I be. If I gave myself my all, could I potentially save me from me. My brain and heart are in constant uproar everday, competing for my attention. My heart always seems to win. At this point, I really have nothing to lose but everything to gain. We expect consistency but don’t give to self, expect love but don’t give to self. I’ve decided to give myself all or nothing.